shred
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I am losing this fight. I was dropped from the Cancer Study at Roswel because I was bleeding too much and it was killing me faster than the C. I must have impressed the Doctor though, as he is still treating me off study. He told me I fight harder than any patient he's had and make him and the staff laugh with my bad jokes and up looking attitude.
So I remain on the Sutent drug. I am off the others, still I take many doses of many hard ass meds thoughout the days. My life at this point is measured by pill bottles. It has been hard, for sure, but dealing with a terminal condition is a mind fuck.
I was supposed to be dead by now.
Oops, sorry guy's I never was good at supposed to be's.
I'm not going easy. I know I can't beat this, but I will be damned if I let it beat me. Being fiesty on the forum helps me feel present. People remember the those that wind them up.
What absolutely brutal news :dang
I'm so sorry Big Al... Hang in there and keep posting the Big Al gospel to the sheeple... You have a whole forum on your side... Stay strong :yah