DEVILBAT
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I love playing electric guitar. Absolutely am passionate. I love to play in bands; love to go to the guitar shows; buy a nice guitar every once in a while.
I've got quite a nice collection. Finally was able to buy a burst several years back. I love to play; I love to practice. I love to open a vintage case and breathe that smell.
Have some rare guitars; love them all.....ES 345's and 355's, Custom Teles, TV models, a fiesta strat....
pretty much anything that my guitar hero, Keith Richards, has played and owned....
Major problem- about 6 years ago, I was run over buy a truck while I was crossing the street. I was hospitalized and it was determined by several well respected New York surgeons that another injury could put me in a wheelchair for life. I had an operation called a cervical laminoplasty with fusion. There are titanium and cadaver (dead guy parts) rods and spacers my spine that is literally keeps me in pain, 24/7/365. I have had surgery by nuerosurgeons and orthopedic surgeons.
I'm currently on oxycodone immediate release and oxycontin, the extended release. I don't recommend it. I have tried everything else; acupuncture, physical therapy, rest, exercise (causes unbelieveable pain), Alexander technique...I'm extremely limited in what I can do anymore. I have numbness in my arm and tingling in my left hand and fingers. Torturous pain in my neck, radiating through my shoulders. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
I suffer from major depressive disorder...I used to believe that depression was bullshit that one could pull oneself out of....
I couldn't be more wrong. I see a doctor and a therapist for that. More medication.....not really working.
I can deal with most of this. What I can't deal with is that it hurts me to play my guitar. My passion, it seems, puts me into more pain. I've played sitting down; the idea of a stand does not appeal to me. A Les Paul or even a tele around my neck for 45 minutes is excruciating. I've talked to my doctors. My case is an exception. Post operative pain only accounts for about 10% of people who have had this operation. That being said...I am grateful that I'm not paralyzed.
I'm at the point where I am seriously thinking of packing playing guitar in...stop playing guitar and sell my instruments.
I will keep the 1960 'burst just because it took me so long to get...over 40 years. And I do love owning it.
I'll keep my '59 Les Paul Junior...because it was and it the first "real" guitar I ever bought, back at Guitar Trader in the very early 1980s.
Looking at a collection of guitars that I put so much into and contemplating having to sell everything has got me in a real funk, too. t's almost too much to bear. It seems I have this feeling that I should sell what I am not using anymore; I just can't bring myself to do it, having trouble even with the idea of it.. especially with some of he more rare and one of a kind instruments (cherry '59 345's, mono 355's...beloved instruments.)
Basically, fellas and gals.....I am just here to spout out to other musicians. To guitarists, musicians, collectors and enthusiasts who understand what instruments can mean to a musician. A shrink doesn't recognize what an instrument can mean into a musician; you people do. A shrink will advise me to just "Let go." Easy for her to say.
Thanks for reading my rant.
Best-Richie
I've got quite a nice collection. Finally was able to buy a burst several years back. I love to play; I love to practice. I love to open a vintage case and breathe that smell.
Have some rare guitars; love them all.....ES 345's and 355's, Custom Teles, TV models, a fiesta strat....
pretty much anything that my guitar hero, Keith Richards, has played and owned....
Major problem- about 6 years ago, I was run over buy a truck while I was crossing the street. I was hospitalized and it was determined by several well respected New York surgeons that another injury could put me in a wheelchair for life. I had an operation called a cervical laminoplasty with fusion. There are titanium and cadaver (dead guy parts) rods and spacers my spine that is literally keeps me in pain, 24/7/365. I have had surgery by nuerosurgeons and orthopedic surgeons.
I'm currently on oxycodone immediate release and oxycontin, the extended release. I don't recommend it. I have tried everything else; acupuncture, physical therapy, rest, exercise (causes unbelieveable pain), Alexander technique...I'm extremely limited in what I can do anymore. I have numbness in my arm and tingling in my left hand and fingers. Torturous pain in my neck, radiating through my shoulders. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
I suffer from major depressive disorder...I used to believe that depression was bullshit that one could pull oneself out of....
I couldn't be more wrong. I see a doctor and a therapist for that. More medication.....not really working.
I can deal with most of this. What I can't deal with is that it hurts me to play my guitar. My passion, it seems, puts me into more pain. I've played sitting down; the idea of a stand does not appeal to me. A Les Paul or even a tele around my neck for 45 minutes is excruciating. I've talked to my doctors. My case is an exception. Post operative pain only accounts for about 10% of people who have had this operation. That being said...I am grateful that I'm not paralyzed.
I'm at the point where I am seriously thinking of packing playing guitar in...stop playing guitar and sell my instruments.
I will keep the 1960 'burst just because it took me so long to get...over 40 years. And I do love owning it.
I'll keep my '59 Les Paul Junior...because it was and it the first "real" guitar I ever bought, back at Guitar Trader in the very early 1980s.
Looking at a collection of guitars that I put so much into and contemplating having to sell everything has got me in a real funk, too. t's almost too much to bear. It seems I have this feeling that I should sell what I am not using anymore; I just can't bring myself to do it, having trouble even with the idea of it.. especially with some of he more rare and one of a kind instruments (cherry '59 345's, mono 355's...beloved instruments.)
Basically, fellas and gals.....I am just here to spout out to other musicians. To guitarists, musicians, collectors and enthusiasts who understand what instruments can mean to a musician. A shrink doesn't recognize what an instrument can mean into a musician; you people do. A shrink will advise me to just "Let go." Easy for her to say.
Thanks for reading my rant.
Best-Richie